The ReCent Me

[short update]I just finished my freelance job in PJ two days ago[/short update]

I was back to PJ for work defernately i will very focus and look into was it worth to come in turn of stopping my insurance career in the mean time...

Anyway, i will be JB again tomorrow so... if you somewhere round there please dont feel hesitate to leave me a call lo!

Wat M i doin rite now~~

{short update} I'm now in JB {short update}

Yaya, no doubt i quit for the job that's why i'm now in JB. Maybe u might think about i am a loser just because i quit the job instead of over heal my languages to stay there longer, but i just want to declare something out, first i went for interview just because the information i got was the company needs the employee to work for the marketing works urgently; and they need short term employee who just need to work for 1 month, and the marketer does not necessary to own a car just base on the job scope normally the "freshman" just need to make some phone calls and stay in office do some paper works, and there is a RM 200 allowance to treat as the pocket money to him in the first month.

After interviewed, I was been confirmed by the company in the same day. As the above, some amendment hereby, I will be consider the normal employee who is in the 3 months probation with basic salary and RM 200 allowance. I got the culture shock after entered the company for sure just because of my poor English, maybe i have a big tongue i could not pronounce those word clearly and my English writing will make those "self-thought" British man or girl mad. So i would rather think twice or forth before i speak it out from my stupid mouth to avoid their teases.

Well, the one month story was not that fun to make a post here, what i want to announce is the RM 200 allowance i was not able to take any single cent. Just because of i have no car, if i claim for the allowance is not fair to the people who lend me the car and not fair to company as well, so if i treat the people who borrowed the car to me fairly i could not take the allowance, but there is RM 100 for phone allowance what? What about my phone charges? Do you think i use office's phone to make calls in weekends to confirm the appointment on the following Monday? Idiot knows impossible right? Thus, why am i disqualified to take the rest of RM 100?

Anyway, there's not a bull shit and i not tend to make it big here, i just want spoke up my mind here!! And now i rot in my house, JB if u read my post don't hesitate to call me out k?

i m back

[short update] I got a job [/short update]

yup, i got a job, but dunno y i not really happy with that not about the salary is not high, but the environment.
yes, i admit that i need a job and it will be great in turn of jobless and stay at home, but i was not very enjoy to work in the office, the environment factor is not because of the pets will be around (my bosses will bring them to office often) that just my own problem i cant make myself fit into the environment, even to communicate with them i will feel very shy n anxiety so i would rather not to talk, peeps i not the people that shy to talk but speak in english i mean a proper english without any grammar mistake. i know what i wrote here might contain tons of the mistake and u, u, and u may laugh me loud in front of the PC, but i dun care cos i dint see it~ and even know it!
I am f**king no confident to speak to them as their language is so good in compare to me!
so i am choose to resign! yes i want to quit! sorry not i dun wan face the difficulties, i jz wan to bear me from the company and release some stress~

My birthday coming soon~~

dudes, my birthday coming soon la~~

but i not meant to want anything from u all, but at least buy me for a simple meal or just lift me a call to greet me well~

At least let me know that i am still existing in your heart~

No wishes list for this year, because what i want now, is a properly job, a car at least can bring me to anywhere and convenience to me for my job. And the most important part is clear my current debts and finished my study in this semester.

10 days

Hi my loyal reader, panda 10 days ago i said i would tried my very best to fulfill my insurance quota but first, second and the third day i was spent it with my secondary school scout troop 50th anniversary. Then the following day, my dearest fren come and visit me from KL. Yup, bring him around is necessary. Hence, another 4 days past as i m a good tour guide!! After that, i was roting in my house for 2 days as i cant get any appointment with my prospect but the basic gathering with my brother was still.

Today is the 10th day, sigh..... ask me how to do~~

What am i doing??

I am lost again, guess so right? else i wont be so free and blogging here... Our batch going to graduate soon, but seems that i yet to qualify the title. In the recent years ago i choose to spend about 29K for a degree course, 3 years later i am yet to qualify the holder, i got 4 D *not magnum* in my result, defernately the result will affect lot~~ but what to do that's the way i choose...

MSN chat with wil last night, "are u manage to grad in this coming convocation?" i replied that "can kua~~" *mean i not confidence to spoke it out* I really dont know how is the result that i scored. I dont even know that am i able to slot into the third class or not. I choose to reject Halo Music, since they offered me not consider high paid, but do u know that is a good price and stepping stone for a third class degree qualifier to accept it~~~

One of my insurance client asked me last night, "Do you shift to full time with your insurance career?" I just smile then bounch to another topic quickly.

1st of June, I give a chance to myself to complete my commitment and quota of my insurance career. One month, I promise to myself i will work harder, do whatever i can do, as i tend to continue my PR life in the future.

WELL, this might not a good article and contains with tons of the grammar mistake just leave comment if you can help me up

=.=

sigh.... gonna grad from my uni soon, kinda lost and cant even let everything go just bcos i gonna grad~~~
panda, where are u?? i felt that gap between u and me became bigger...
dun u wan to heal it??

^^ part 2

Here we head to a water fall which locate somewhere near rawang.... ssssorry, for my bad memory i cant recall how to named it~~ For more info can ask my friends ya! (if u know them)

Get lessen to get exercise like this, since i am away from the scouting world for so long~~ My bone is getting age, my tummy is getting bigger... No doubt i put on much weight~~

At the same day, after we took our dinner, we off to Genting Highland just for a tea~~~ *wat a crazy ppl do*

i think these are the things, i would like to share to u all; however i had go to A mei concert but i hv none of the picture of it, since i sit so far away from the stage.... so these are the short update among me lo~~

anyth refer back to the another blog la~~

^^ i almost forget ^^ part 1

Sorry my reader(s) there, if u keep waiting my newest entry here. It was being busy recently but not only assignment and FYP, and also the more and more outing I been. *sorry my English yet to improved its still broken*

ern.... think wat to mention first~~~ hmm... okie, I'm sure i not sharing with you that i was went to Genting for the Wah Lai Toi TV award n My Astro Music Concert before. yeah~~ i got some ticket from Alex, TenQ Alex!! It's seem to be bore most the time as there was only a ceremony to giving out the prize to the artists but its not truth, as the emceeses are so humour it make me really enjoy to the show.

Beside the concert, most of the time we are killing the handphone's memory and the camera too~~ *it's time to take photo* Can u believe that we had taken round 180 pcs of the photos a night?? Kinda over right!? Hehe, the picture beside shown 4 of us! 2 handsomes and 2 beauties; perfect match~~~ but how the way to match, imagine urself la~~ lolz

And therer some sweet moment during this perior of i not updating my blog~~ *sweet* We're having an old man birthday celebration whereby he had 2 sons and 2 daugthers and 1 grandson to be the representative. And also cant without me la, as i am his brother mah~~

See the old man in black~~ The picture of so harmony~~~ yee~~~ *lovely lor*

Apart from that, i was joining the promotion of the Guinness St Patrick day last year, and this year i was coin to join the party as i and my friend having dinner at the BBQ plaza@ 1U~~~ yeah! It's look great that last year~~ huhu

There were many functions up there, if you feel interested dun miss out for the following year lo! *smile*

What is the day today?

Kinda emo for the day comes.... Dunno why dis was the year i emo most; Mayb that i m getting older.... Mayb i m too desperate since i am being single and available for 3 years. uh-arh... i hate the day of today la!!!

我知道伤心不能改变什么

那么 让我诚实一点

诚实

难免有不能控制的宣泄

只要关上了门 不必理谁

一个人坐在空荡包厢里面

手机 让它休息一夜

难~~~

像切歌切掉回忆的画面

眼泪不能不能流过十二点

情人节快乐 我对自己说

套餐点了 寂寞亮了 情人节快乐

泪也融了 我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

还爱你 带一点恨 还要时间

才能平衡热恋伤痕 幻灭重生

祝我情人节快乐

Do u notice tht

yea, do u notice tht i had change the blog title...
sorry as i dint follow as wat i promise last time(bloging at least twice a week)....
but i was kinda frustration to typing out my feeling within these holidays....
i am kinda lost no matter with the career or my studies or my daily life....
i'm not even ready to take noted with my expression, my mind was keep floating....

i hate every single happen in Chinese New Year beside receiving ang pao~~ i might make u curious on y i hate it so much~~ well no other reasons juz bcos i dont like.... i dont like to being question like y u still single?? when u grad?? what do u plan for after grad?? do u think u look fatter than last year?? and etc....

And then, the other things i sick with was the reunion dinner or lunch. That will be the most headache matter on earth.... U might get to wait and wait all the ppl get back den only can start to eat.... beside the waiting period, u might take a long line in the market and purchase tons of the food and freeze in the fridge and still worries not enough to serving the demand... to defrozen it and prepare to cook.... after it all there will be no one appreciated and some of them even complaint that taste being so... aw...

wat the human being nowadays.... can be more thankful to the ppl who make effort onot?
dun b so selflish ok onot... frustrate with it~~~

The first entry of 2009

This was the first entry in 2009, i was not going to tell that what I plan and what do i aiming for but there is some short update of me after the stage play: The Fallen Utopia.

I was shifted out from palm spring since this morning. And now is very late in the night but I am just awake not because of I am not sleepy but I was keep annoying by those mosquitoes. I cant denied that I was very enjoy the moment when I was living in palm spring, since there was a good place; such like the beautiful night view of the Bandar Utama can be seen was just out from my room's window. And then the good and clean environment without any mosquitoes, bigger spaces, and the facilities just like what the other condo will do. It's really impress me a lot. Instead of staying here, my room was a partition room and here was no any good view out from my window for sure and here was not consider clean and good environment to me however I was keep work hard to make it better than before in this afternoon with Jennifer.

And then there is a part to make me headache and cant stand for it, since there are tons of the “blood suck” machines are waiting for sucking me!! OMG~~ this is totally drive me mad!!! Then now I am thinking of shifting out from here, and I would rather to trouble myself and my friends again instead of the ruin of what I have now.

I known the environment among this area well since i was the resident at here for 1 year before i shift to palm spring too~~~ but i kinda..... with this la~~
Friends, please leave your comments here i would like to heard something new form you, you, and you!!