i'm sorry

I was going to the charity house, ppkkctm with OBGDS fellow friends yesterday~~
As we planed we were going to show our kindness and share our joyful to them though we sang and some games.... And we did prepare the prizes and souvenir to the children and the "children home" but it was force to change due to the environmental problems I didn't prepare a plan B as we cant control the situation.... Some more they just a child, have to be quiet and sit properly, listen to us and follow our instructions is quite impossible to those normal children like us even though are them???

Hence we are lost the track at the beginning but then we just pull the way back to us as we patient enough and have a good heart...
What am i contribute there, as i have a bit fear of???
I was sang songs together with my fellow friends, and took photo/video for them, but then i was try to talk to the children also but i just too scared bout they will harm me not... So, i just talk with that boy who sat and tied at the door there, and he was hinted me to hug him and release the rope however he cant talk, but i was still smart i go ask around bout the cases of him, as the worker told me that he was unable to control himself he will run away from the house and hard to catch him back if they release him; "he was unable to stand so being tied up at there" this statement was another worker told Raymond... Seems like two different stories.... *Curious*

Zzzz... I am sorry that i not put much afford to play with the children as i just keep check with my watch and chase my friends to take moves.... i'm sorry if i make u think of i am that kindless...